so, i heard you gave up everything you love ? 1:14 PM

So.. I was in Toronto.. and I almost didn't catch that .

jkjkjkjk. It's funny. xD

a wolf named skylar , 7:23 PM

I SEE THE TWITCHES OF A SMILE ON YOUR LIPS, DON'T DENY IT.
Yes, I laughed as well. (:
I absoloutely love Hong Kong advertisements. I can gush and gush and gush, forever.
I feel like making something here. Just watch me ..

S I M O N E

Ohyes, what now. Sorry, I had a brief moment of psycho-ness there.

Or as Eva would say, HEEEAVE-age.
Okay, now i'm getting silly. *calms down*.
Nicole did it to me, talking about her wolf named Skylar who can shoot fire out of his nostrils and gets easily distracted.

Joy to the fucking world. xD

maybe theres a God above? 9:13 PM

Yeah, that's my fail-proof way of stress-reduction.
I have a printout in my room on the wall. Works great. I'm tired, and I keep writing these random blogs of my *shudder* feelings.

EWEEZ.

Anyways.
Outtie.
I just really wanted to share that with you.

hello world ! lets have a picnic , 9:01 PM

I can be friendly. People don't think so. I can make myself what ever I want to. That's why I'm such a good actor. I envision the person I want to be, and I feel the transformation taking place. Sometimes, I think people notice. The extremely different moods I have from day to day, the extremely different looks. It's not something I plan to do, it's a natural reaction. Trying to express myself, the way I'm feeling that day. I want to be so
many
different people.
I want to be the flashy actress who loves the attention, and cam whores with her BFFLLSLSZ.
I want to be the cool, calm skater who watches you on the street, leaning casually against the wall.
I want to be the artist, drinking my Soy Chai Late in the cafe, drawing and writing.

Do you know? Well, If you do- can you tell me? Cuz I sure don't.
Oh my lordie, lord.

it really is a broken hallelujah , 8:52 PM

I used to live alone before I knew you existed, and it hurt when I was alone.
It, by the way- i'm refering to hapiness.

So today, a friend told me I needed help- I secretly agreed. It hurt, though.
It's a type of hypnotism, that goes over me, spreads from my stomach, down to my toes, up to my head, out to my arms, and to the tips of my fingers . It makes me want to get people's attention, yes- i'm an attention grabber. I'd admit it, but I'm afrait people will look at my differently. People don't understand me now anyways, so why differ myself, so others are satisfyed.

Who CARES, I'm sick of people.
jefgwhgewhfgytwuywutyu3rytuywuiythgdkjsh .

(Photo from a church book)

i'm rusted from the rain , 1:49 PM

I've come to a conclusion. I know why we die. It's because life is so draining, we just run out of energy. We get rusted. Rusted from the rain.


Shackled in the graveyard, left there to decay.

We've crushed like flowers.

Stripped of our powers.

Beaten with chains.

Rusted from the rain.

Sorry for my little mini-rant-type-poem. [:


Hahha, so.
Let's get down to business. Today I have writers block. So I have no idea what I write about.
That WOULD be my whole post; but I shall write about what I did today.

Today I,


Went to school, almost fell asleep on the bus, got to school, did my John A MacDonald in 5 minutes, had history, had grammar, didn't finish booklet, had science, doodled in notebook whilst listening to Bahlis scream on about pulleys, had lunch, read Romeo & Juliet with class, read my book while my group "discussed" their Soap Opera, read Romeo and Juliet with class again.

That is a typical day in my absoloutely thrilling life.

(GRAPHIC BY ME ; NO STICKY PAWS)