horrors!

Everyday I convince myself that I will never get married, have a relationship, or have another "crush" on someone. This is because I have seen what romantic relationships do to good people. I have seen relationships destroyed before my eyes, with stupid, pointless, and hurtful words.

And for what?

But some days, I read the sweetest comments on those sites like sixbillionsecrets, and I find myself almost convinced that love is real. But then I crash back into my reality, the divorces, the hurtful breakups, the tears, and I re-convince myself that it doesn't exist. Hell, even my grandparents hate each other.

I'm done with the screaming and the stupid breakups. I'm living by myself with my cats.